{"id":112,"date":"2015-09-07T03:52:35","date_gmt":"2015-09-07T03:52:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/?p=112"},"modified":"2015-09-07T03:52:35","modified_gmt":"2015-09-07T03:52:35","slug":"the-bloom-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/?p=112","title":{"rendered":"the bloom."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_1993.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-110\" src=\"http:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_1993-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_1993\" width=\"625\" height=\"625\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_1993-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_1993-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_1993-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_1993-624x624.jpg 624w, https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_1993.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 625px) 100vw, 625px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I think you are not lucky<\/p>\n<p>enough<\/p>\n<p>to know<\/p>\n<p>the sadness<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve known.<br \/>\nperhaps that is why<\/p>\n<p>I keep courting it.<br \/>\nto recognize the deep wells<\/p>\n<p>in another\u2019s<\/p>\n<p>smiling eyes<\/p>\n<p>and say<\/p>\n<p>I know you.<br \/>\nI see you.<br \/>\nI smell<\/p>\n<p>the hospital room.<\/p>\n<p>I know<\/p>\n<p>the lightness in the chest<\/p>\n<p>and the bloom of sweat<\/p>\n<p>on the palms<br \/>\nthat come with the phone call<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthe hideous joy of lying<\/p>\n<p>on the left side<\/p>\n<p>doubled over<\/p>\n<p>wracked with seizuresobs<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthere are no peach-colored books<\/p>\n<p>no meditations<\/p>\n<p>to replace<\/p>\n<p>this kind<br \/>\nof knowing<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I think you are not lucky enough to know the sadness I\u2019ve known. perhaps that is why I keep courting it. to recognize the deep wells in another\u2019s smiling eyes and say I know you. I see you. I smell the hospital room. I know the lightness in the chest and the bloom of sweat [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-112","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bullshit"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=112"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":118,"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112\/revisions\/118"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=112"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=112"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.copperandcoal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=112"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}